ever since i started my attachment, i keep having butterflies in my stomach, headaches and feel like crying out..

not sure if it is psychological problem or not, i loss all my appetite and i don't eat much nowadays and i only like eat half of the meal and i'm already full..

gastric hasn't been feeling well and i always have those nausea feelings if i eat too much..

in short, i think my health has really gone haywire already..

thinking that i'm gonna get back to that place again tomorrow, really dreads me and drag my feet to the workplace..

last time when i work nokia, i have nokia phobia..

now working at that company, makes me have that company phobia..

think aback, i rather worked nokia lor, at least it's more fun than doing office job..

sometimes i just wished that i can just sleep my whole 3 months away and not do anything, or rather i prefer to stay in school and study or to do 2-3 mps but not sip..

in short, i just don't like what i am doing right now lah..

how i wished if there are 3 weekdays and 4 weekends, and shorter time but to go faster..

anyway, it's nice hearing from people whom we had not contacted for quite some time..

well, glad that you are doing fine, friend..

(:

a million and one sians running in my head..

well, it's just another usual rantings blah blah blah..