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Sunday, May 17, 2009 @ 11:11 pm ♥ hours ago i had a heavy head and suddenly i feel so giddy.. i sees stars and i thought i'm going to faint again.. months ago i had this feeling and i almost fainted at home.. i know this is not the first time, and whenever i sleep or lie down too long i would feel giddy after i get up.. it seems that my health is signaling to me that some kind of illness gonna attack me, and i guess if this persist then medical expenses is inevitable.. flu first, then indigestive system, and now a heavy head, what's next?.. anyway, had a 2 hours meet up with my girlfriends yesternight.. this time round our dear ah ling is MIA and instead wanquan was with us when we saw her coincidentally after getting bubble tea.. sitting down at the usual place, talking about craps and catching up with latest updates, but all these feel so different without the main joker around.. instead wanquan and angie are the main entertainers for this meet up.. but actually what one thing wanquan had say is quite true.. for a group to survive, ongoing and stay strong, someone got to be the main entertainer, someone got to be a joker inside, because they are the ones who will make the atmosphere more lively.. imagine if all the emo people gather together and talks about emo stuffs, then obviously the atmosphere on the whole would be emo.. so a mixtures of happy people and emo people keeps it balance.. ok, head damage, its all right if you don't understand what i'm typing.. and what wanting had type on her blog is so true - that is "trouble will never come by itself, its we who create trouble that come find us".. i know alot of people around me have been asking me what i want to do after graduation from tertiary education.. seriously, i have no idea, but maybe not furthering my studies because i know my gpa cannot make it.. i know that if i work it will not gonna be IT related because i suck at it, and i know whatever i have learn in DipIT will be gone to waste.. IT related job, once is enough during attachment, and maybe after that i might follow my interest and continuing working in retail or customer service line, or maybe some basic admin.. whatever it takes, i'll just go with the flow and let nature take its course.. i came to realise that everyone in my family except for my mother, will have something to do with IT.. my father was once an IT technician, and he once opened a IT shop together with one of his friend years ago, then my younger sister who was in band previously, switched to info-comm for her cca, and now my brother who is in primary 5 currently, is taking up info-comm tech for his cca too, and me well i won't deny the fact that i used to have interest in IT because of my father when i was in secondary school, but now i think it was a very wrong interest.. my sister jokingly told me: IT family, all follow the genes of father.. quite true though.. i can't take it anymore.. my head getting too heavy and i have yet to finish up my banking process.. ok nevermind, someone promised me that he will lend me a helping hand after i helped him with his fila chart for his tourism thingy.. make sure you promised what you promised to deliver, you know who you are, friend.. *wink* |
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