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Sunday, February 08, 2009 @ 10:32 pm ♥ "maybes filled with possibilities" sometimes i just think that i'm plain useless.. at least for ninety nine point nine percent sure do i feel this way.. sometimes i just wish that if i am being created smarter or at least feel useful of myself.. i don't have to struggle so much.. sometimes i wished that i can at least provide a little of my help to friends or classmates when they need help.. but i myself know my own limits and i can't even do a part for myself, even zero point zero one percent.. all i do is to sit at one corner, keep quiet, emo and leave the problem unsolved.. sometimes i can't even stand myself either for being so stupid and useless, i realised.. time is not on our side and everyone is busy with their own stuffs.. classmates all rushing assignments.. seriously, staying back in school till 9pm everyday is damn disgusting and irritating when facing the computer and doing things i detest.. as for zdzys all preparing and getting themselves ready for the upcoming semester exams.. even the time to meet and catch up with each other decreases.. in fact, i have not seen my zdzys for 2 months.. using msn or smses is just not enough to express the misses i feel to them.. bsit sort of half done and i got no idea of continuing it even though i tried.. as for dscn and mbdp, declare me a death penalty cause i've yet to start them.. what to do?.. wait to fail lor.. sometimes i wish i could follow on devil side and give up all i'm doing right now but the angel side told me not to.. sounds contradicting, i know.. life's like this, isn't it?.. all in all, sem 2.2 is not a semester for me.. i need a happy pill and a breakaway from school, studies and assignments.. ): |
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