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Tuesday, September 16, 2008 @ 11:40 pm ♥

alrites..
i tink i need to clarify some certain issue..

1st:
i noe sometyms i do haf a fucking attitude towards some colleagues tat i may at tyms gif a fucking attitude to the words i said..
when i sae some just joking words it means i reallie juz kidding & doesnt mean anything..
if wateva i sae reallie affects u guys so mch den i can onli sae sorry..
how can one person cant differentiate the differences between seriousllie the truth & juz joking..
either u accept my fucking attitude of mine or else get lost..
i will accept wateva the crap u sae..
& thanks for ur straightforwardness..
itz not as if the whole store onli u i can asked for help..

2nd:
to tat admin who scream @ me..
i juz wanna sae tat im stil trying my best to learn evrithn & getting evrithn rite..
so itz evitable tat mistakes might be made..
i asked for help & i have done my best..
if sucha minor problem need u to scream @ me den i rather tell my supt tat i dun wan to do service anymore..
me myself dun feel lyk doing servicing but do i have a choice?..
no..

3rd:
i dun need u ppl to tell me wat to do..
i have my own means & ways of doing things..
so pls dun forced me to change my fucking attitude when i noe im lyk this..
if u ppl wanna sae bad things bout me juz tell my face straight..
no need to hide behind my back & sae so loud tat i can even hear somemore..

plus im a human being & not a soft toy or watsoeva tat u guys can throw me ard..
spare a thots or feelings for me when u guys said those words..
moreover im a gal..

if theres so mch miscommunications..
which causes so many ppl disappointment & hatred..
den i dun see the need for me to stay on anymore..

in the 1st place why did i accept this job?..

earned eXtra $$ during the hols..
to kill time..
thot it will be quite fun & challenging for me as itz my 1st tym working such position & trying out something different previously..
to hope tat the colleagues there are nice, friendly & helpful..

come to tink of it now..
evrithn waz not wat i thot it would be..

i dun gif a damn..
am feeling so reluctance to go for work anymore..
fuck..
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frens feel free to ask me out..
im all willing to take off daes juz to escape to work..

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