faking a smile to cover up the true inner feelings..

sometimes when u are feeling sad or angry or troubled over something @ one particular time..
u wished tat u could give a call or send a msg to someone to share what had happened..
but u knew tat no matter how many contacts we have in our phone book..
we juz couldnt find any suitable candidate to call or msg..
bcoz u will have a thinking tat whether tat person iz busy & afraid of disturbing them at tat time..
& then u will kill the thots of ringing or msg them up & keep watever happened in ur heart until u wrote them in blog..
which results in being moody/emo & cant be bothered wif anything tat happening ard u..
& in the end when ppl notices & ask wat happened, u haf no choice but to sae nothing..
sometimes u even thot of crying out sliently to vent ur feeling..
but u noe tat doesnt help..
how bad can tat be isnt it?..

u noe tat frens ard will support u for watever happens..
but watz the point when we nit them right by ur side immediately & they r nt within reach?..
u even wonder will the close frens u knew for long ever be by ur side as times goes by..
will they ever betrayed or backstabbed u, & leave u all alone?..

aniwae on a happier note..
HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY TO BARBARA LIM!
finally u get to do legal stuffs hurh..
LOL~
(: