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Tuesday, July 17, 2007 @ 11:43 pm ♥ 2dae DAMN moodless=(..~i juz duno y..juz dun feel lyk tokin mch.. had roleplay wif barbara, winston n george 2dae n as expected i tok veri little..tcher told mi try 2 tok mor n be louder..haiz but i juz cant b changed..ppl hu haf been ard mi 4 a long tym 1 wil sureli noe tat i dun tok tat lotz lah..den nxt week i tink i gonna die n flunk my conversation circle test lah..nita tok 4 20mins lor in a grp..20mins i can die sia..sure 1/2wae i wil stone awae n dun tok.. n im famous 4 being noe as an "introverted" or perhaps "anti-socialist" in tis klaz lah.. i tink im e mst STUPIDEST IDIOT in e world..i waz in e IT course 4 ard 4mths++ le n yet i juz cant do simple stuffs lyk unzippin a file..how can i b in tis course when i noe nth bout IT stuffs??..mayb i shldnt haf put in tis course aftall..but itz too late.. haf been tinkin alot nwadaes..wondarin mani thns..perhaps i shld plan 4 e worst 2 cum..i cldnt blief tis decision either.. if i reallie cannt cope n i flunk tis BLOODY course in e exams..n even aft retakin e papers or worst 2 e worst tio retained.."touchwood" lah..i tink im gonna quit studyin n juz go out work all e wae..aftall even aft i graduated i dun intended 2 find job related 2 wat im studyin nw..juz no interest..i muz b mad tat i used 2 lyk IT alot bcoz of my father's influence..so u can sae iz a waste of tym n $$ n effort.. tatz me..nth can changed mi..RESPECT my decision if tis reallie happens............ |
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